I am at a loss. I am both excited and incredibly sad. I remember this time last year and going to the hospital for those last few checkups for him to come into the world and the time he spent as a tiny helpless little guy to this little independent boy who is all persanlity and playing. :-) Sometimes you wish you could get back some of those days when you just snuggled all day long and fed your baby, when housework didn't matter and when life was simpler. But now my baby is growing up. Yesterday we took a nap together and I woke up with a tear cause I was so happy to have him curled in my arms. A lot of people spend time trying to get a sitter and get away from there children and I just wanta be close to mine. I love him so much. Every single day is one I am not gonna get back. Working in hospice, I think I understand that more then anyone.
So this Monday I will be a cleaning full getting the house up to par for the "family" party on Thurs. Sat we head to Hampstead carnival with lots of children and have fun celebrating Luca's first year for everything it is! AMAZING! Stay tuned Thursday night for my reflection and tears as my baby grows up. I feel it coming on...
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