
Dear Luca, 12/22/08
I took the time while I was pregnant to write you a little letter as you grew within my womb and now I feel the need to write another while you are here our world.
As I lay in bed with your Mommy tonight I thought of so many wonderful things. When I saw you the first time I felt as though I was seeing someone so familiar to me. I was seeing you. The essence of you. Your future. My love. My creation and my soul. I watched your tiny face as you saw this world for the first time and I couldn't help but to be in awe. How many firsts you will have and how your future will pan out. There is nothing in this world I wouldn't do for you and there is no love greater then that which we share. I still see your broad chest, your little skinny legs and your tiny squinty eyes looking at me when I held your the first time. The bond was incredible! Now your here growing teeth, rolling over, clinging to me each time I put a pacifier to your mouth and yelling Mamaaaaaaa when you want comfort. My little angel. Tonight your Mommy and I talked about how different our lives were, of our plans for the future and of the "marvel" you truly are. Tonight I knew I needed to get out of bed and come down here and blog these words as a memory for you of this night which isn't that special since its everynight that your complete and amaze me.
I love you son!

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