Tina time results...

So today went well. I went upstairs and did the yoga half heartedly. I guess I just want to stretch a little go through some old things and unwind and think. Sometimes I think we just need to sit and be. When I was done I sat down on the floor and drug out a tin I keep herbs (NO not the kind you smoke people!! Medicinal ones mostly and ran across the chaste berry I used when trying to get pregnant (natures clomid it helps to regulate a woman) mugwort (helps with cramps) sage (to burn and purify) and so on. The smell of that tin brings back a lot of memories and if I could bottle it up and sell it people would buy it for potpori. Its a good smell, earthy and rich. I pulled out an old tarot deck (Shapeshifter Tarot) I have had for quite a few years and decided to give her a shot. I really centered myself before asking the deck the question "What can I expect this year?" and the answers I got were a really good and will require a lot of thought. The cards the showed up were:

Sourceress
Sourcerer
Skills
The Double
Lovers
Partnership
The Mother
Happiness
Journey
Transcendance
Desire
Success

Afterwards I laid down to meditate and immediatly in my head entered Tremor a thoroughbred I used to take care of on the farm. I loved this damn horse. He was my light when there was none during a shitty time in my life. He passed away on Christmas Eve a few years ago when my ol boss had to put him down. I was DEVASTATED! His body had to lay on the farm property until the 1-800 dead cow people could come get him. (yes thats who his remains were sent to I never got over that. I always thought he should have been buried on the property. When you can love an animal he after he knocks your ass in his rotten peanut butter smelling horse shit you know thats special LOL. Anyway... he touched my heart. I took the last walk with him down the driveway and practically carried his weight. I will never forget it. Well I rode him in this meditation and it was fabulous!